Our Deepest Fear is...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate; our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you NOT to be? we are a child of GOD. We are playing small does not serve the World. We are so tiny, yet so stupid at sometimes. There is nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of GOD that is within us. It is not in some of us, it is in everyone. As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberated others.

Fear less, hope more,
whine less, breathe more
talk less, say more
hate less, love more
and all good things are yours!!!

note: i'm afraid of losing you...

Interesting Issue..Must Read

This is very interesting...i read one article titled "do steroid shrink your testicles?" ideally its for men out there. Well, spending my weekend reading at borders, is something normal for me, no boyfriends, (or boyfriend to be), companions, husband, scandals, office scandals to spend with and definitely my girlfriends wont hangout or spending time reading..yes i doubt it darling!! I noticed, one man staring at me, then he asked "are you enjoy reading those?" i just smiled and careless what he said. In short, you may get big in some places on steroids, but its true that other places might get smaller. Anabolic steroids or anabolic androgenic steroids are synthetic derivatives of the male hormone testosterone. Well, it seemed true enough what the article said... i mean i'm not a doctor but technically overdosed drugs might "killed" your performances or life. Or whatever! There are side effects of short and long term use of those steroids. The fact is, one use anabolic steroid reported incresed sexual drive (sexual drive? oh boy...listen, tongkat ali can be another substitute right? stupid!), aggression, acne and increased body hair..hahaha. Other attractive effects are reduced sperm count impotence, breast development amd shrinking of the testictles. Steroid use can be extremely dangerous and can lead to premature heart attacts or strokes!! (danger danger...hello smoker you might consider to stop smoking, smoking will cause you that too!). So, if your intention in taking steroids is to look like some sort of Hercylean Roda Warrior, remember - you just may end up with man-boobs and micro-balls instead!

Today is Tuesday, left my mobile at home, 52 missed calls, 10 messages, bad news, none from Mr MAS, and how i wish weekend will be forever in actual calendar, no stupid paperwork, no ridiculous meetings, traffic jammed, no arguements with my management, refused to accept my proposal NOT to keep Data Centre as one of major core business, refused to accept that i have contributed 20-30% revenue to company (not to mention, my salary still at minimal stage, not comparable to my contributions) and yet still bitching around that i didn't performance well, accusing me for being "TO LOUD & Out SPOKEN" expressing my thoughts and opinions on Business Plan 2007 and company restructuring, my own superior and other bitches in the office gossiping about me, that i'm having affair with some BIG SHOT so called DATO, stayed in BIG Luxurious Semi-D Condo around "Golden-triangle area" and questioning/wondering my financial capability (still cant accept that i can affort to own Prada, Gucci and Jimmy Choo shoes!!) and i how i wish, i dont have to face that BITCH (she will be back to office soon from somehere..bitch!),...Yes indeed, i need a vacation. Sitting by the ocean, reading Sophie Kinsella Books..heaven darling heaven...The only good news that i would like to share, is i have another 20 days to leave from that HELL Company! I'm pretty sure, most of the ineffective colleagues will be cheering happily. How that sounds to you people??? I'm glad i have my blog...Life goes on darling...

Why Dont Men Listen?

Interesting huh? Why dont men listen. I have interviewed with some men out there..the same answer " Coz we are men, we dont listen to something craps, we need facts and straightforward" Arr... For this one, i'm exhaustively searched for an answer. How sweet would it be if there existed the perfect scientific comeback for next time a woman screamed at man "why are you ignoring me!!" oh boy, sounds familiar huh? truth enough. well, here are inklings of our anatomical answer.. some reseachers from various university in US (sorry gals, most of them are men) reported that the male and female voice activate distinct regions in the male brain. The scientist monitored the brain activity of twekve men as they listened to male and female voices. They found that in the men women's voices stimulate an area of the brain used for processing complex sounds, like music. Male voices, on the other hand, activate a region of the brain used for producing imagery. This may suggest that, at least for men, the female voice is more complex and more difficult to hear and understand.

But there's more...

An earlier study somewhere in July 2001, showed that men and women listen differently. This study in US, researchers had twenty men and women listening to a passage from a novel. while listening, they underwent functional magnetic resonace imaging (fMRI) of the brain. A majority of the men showed exclusive activity on the left side of the brain, but women showed activity on both side of the brain. (i guess we're the most greatest God creations!)

Now there is certainly more research to be done, but we can put these two pieces together and start to make a leap towards excusing occasional male lapses in listening to theirs female partners.

And if you men answer this way " Honey, i try so hard to listen. its just that my brain is incapable of doing what my heart desires "(and if you go back to watching football) you should know by now, what women capable to do with your small dick!!

welcome to my blog

Welcome to my blog. Bed & Breakfast life is all about my story that i want to share. Feel free to read, comments and dont be judgemental. This is about me all about me. Honestly i am afraid to express my truth feeling to others, thus i decided to write...

Lets the word begins...shall we?